forever, till the end Untitled Document

abbie. 19

"   From 18 to 22 you meet a lot of temporary people.   "
(via jordancorin)

(Source: mydeepest-fear, via sailorjpg)

"   You’re back again,
and I’ve forgotten
everything I’ve learned in your
absence. I give you my knees,
my thighs, my hands,
and you take them because
you think I know better now.

This is the problem.
I disappear inside of you
and make you fish me back
out when it’s all over.
I call myself Lonely so that when
you come along, I forget my name.

This is the problem.
I don’t know how to keep myself
when you’re around.
I don’t know how to let love
inside and follow after it.
I don’t know how to
keep the keys.

So if I ever tell you that
I still haven’t figured out how
to kiss like I’m not giving
] something away, don’t laugh.
Don’t tell me I’m being dramatic
or that my poet is showing.

I am an empty bed for you,
do you understand?
I am a vacant hand.
I am a broken record that will
only sing your name
and it isn’t pretty,
the way I give myself,
my magic away like it’s nothing.
It isn’t pretty at all.   "
Caitlyn Siehl, "the Well and the Wisher" (via alonesomes)

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(Source: yongbaeby, via ppppeaches)

"   You love a person so much that you let them eat you alive. Watch curiously as they pick out the parts of you from between their teeth with a fingernail. Kiss their incisors after and say ‘thank god I was here,’   "
Azra.T “Toothpick”  (via petrichour)

(Source: 5000letters, via helloimtara)

paintdeath:

"Stay with the pain, don’t shut this out.  Without pain, without sacrifice we would have nothing. This is your pain. This is your burning hand its right here. This is the greatest moment of your life and you’re off somewhere missing it. First you have to give up. First you have to know, not fear, know that one day you are going to die.  Its only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything." 

Fight Club (1999) Directed by David Fincher

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